Mixed Emotions

Feeling a little down at this particular moment. Perhaps thinking of someone i should not be thinking of. Ha... Anyway it will go away soon....

Last night went crabbing with Head at sembawang park. Spent ard $20 each on the equipment as well as food.... of cos not forgeting BEER! haha.... Nice weather, nice beer, not bad catch. Ha... but both of us din wan to bring back the traps n crabs and hence gave it to some lucky crabbers....

Had a hard time trying to wake up this morning to go to office. Eventually forced myself to wake up and forced myself again to shower with tat chilly water! *shiverzzzz* Awaiting for my lunch at Michaelangelo's....

1230 pm reached Michaelangelo's at Holland V.... nice place... can bring gals there... but my boss said... if u wanne be with the gal for more than a yr one... u bring here... otherwise... go Fish & Co or some cheaper alternatives. haha.... Had some appetizers... being a MAKAN expert... i had some comments abt the food. The Fried calamari is well done! not over cooked.. soft n tender on the inside n crispy on the outside... nice! had garlic mushrooms.... nice also... mussels with garlic n white wine... nice... mussels in tomato sauce also nice! haha... Red wine served was very good as well... basically everything good la.... Come the main course... i ordered Red Snapper... the portion is BIG! The fish is fresh n overall itz YUMMY! Everyone agreed tat food is good at a reasonable price... Come the desert!!! hehe... i was aiming for the brownie with ice cream... but decided to give it a miss as i was VERY FULL already.. hehe

Back to office... supposed to meet tat "pretty" woman one... but last min she can't or rather she can only have 30mins to spare... With some hidden agenda in me.... i decided not to go meet her... Crazy... expect me to go to her office pass her the coat.... koaz... as if i owe her one... somemore never treat me anything n take me as a sucker... koaz... no way man! Still got the cheek to ask me be more gentlemen! sigh... crazy bitch! Nonetheless... i'll make her pay back 10times... hehe.... (dun offend me ladies) btw.. she still got the face or courage to say she not interested in me.... i nearly PUKED!

Since not meeting her... and as usual, Head called... With my boss Terence, we went The Yard for a supposedly slow drink... yeah.... 1 hr plus... we drank like 1 jug carlsberg, 3 Beamish, 1 pint carlsberg, 1 Brown ale, 1 John Smith... Total damage plus cab fare home $100... siong... no clubbing for me this week liao... Drank too much, too early... we started at 4..... i was so full!!! again.... lastly had to entertain Head for dinner... hehe....

Tmr will be another day.... Meeting from 1-3. Worse thing to do tmr is to meet tat "PRETTY WOMAN" to pass her the coat... sigh... she better give me some biz.... When will my princess is white dress appear????? dun wan the wicked stepmother la.... btw saw a chinese doll in my agency today... wow.... lol... but i think i change taste liao.. goin for the sunshine type... but i muz be sunshine first.. haha now like....... dunno wat to describe myself also... sigh........

Aching Monday

This morning i had a hard time waking up. Whole body aching from the "siong" badminton session yesterday with head n Rf... Head is quite good lo... anyway... when we reach tat place we say a family of 3... parents with their daughter...hmm i guess at most 12 yrs old. So since i'm not tat good, i told head tat he will pair the Bishan Park Champion to play the parents while i'll make an easy meal from the young puny gal... hehe... i laughed... Btw... of cos this din happen and thankfully it din not... oh boy! tat young gal is so good! Lesson learnt... Bigger doesn't necessarily means better... hehe

Went back home as usual chatting online with again.. head n rf... somehow made me realised i dun have many frenz. hmm...... time to reflect already...

A great start to the week though... close a case today... totally unexpected as there was no news no appts. My fren juz called me and off i went and he signed. hehe... not alot but still a great start... More to come! Luncheon tmr at Michaelangilo... dunno how to spell la... a posh place... muz take photo graph to hao lianz.. but then i got no digicam leh.. my phone also lousy one.. haha see how la... looking forward for tat lunch... a reward for my outstanding performance in DECEMBER... haha

Finally Itz Up

It took me 45mins n 38sec to set up my PC... Finally i managed to piece everything together. Not tat i'm nuts abt computer but juz tat i had problem finding my stuff... haha... one cable here one cable there... then have to carry the stupid table into my messy room... itz a total mess lah... sigh....

Last night tried to sleep by joining two single sofa together... it was a torture... luckily head called me and we went to seletar dam for a nice cold chat.... well... tat bugger wore a jacket and i was freezing.... it then rained soon after and we headed for Mac! Then tat head went to order MacNugget meal... hungry then eat la... sigh... the glutton me... see liao also cannot tahan so ate 2 pieces.. sigh.. fat again...

By the time i got home was almost 3plus... before tat i was pestered by a stalker... very bad to categorize this fren or buddy of mine but seriously he is getting on my nerves.. n yes.. no typo error... itz a HE!!! He expects me to meet him every 2 days... if i dun do so... he will say i forget abt him... anything wrong?? y treat him like this? many more la... too many to mention... feel like crying sometimes.... last nite he sms me again... sigh... no choice... i had to lie... i lied abt me having a gf... haha... hopefully he will stop bugging me.... oh ya... sometimes he will say... bro care for u... wah koaz... make my hair stand sia... i cannot take it! Itz becoming like brokeback mountian... yeekz!!!

This morning i did a test from RF's blog.... i scored 70 leh.. not bad sia.. but it was quite easy... haha... she quite cold towards me leh... nabehz... can't even proceed to level 2.... maybe i too aggressive... she think i desperate... actually no la... juz feel she quite fun to hang out with nia mahz... sigh....

Anyway... today is a good start for me! At least my computer is up... no more paying $5 to lan shop juz to msn n surf... haha

New Chapter

Yeah... finally started my new blog. Past is for memories, Future is for creating better memories. So i'm goin start doing so.... was a bad X'mas and New year. However i think things took a change recently. Finally she's out. Or is she? haha anyway, i can't be bothered anymore as well.

House shifting and as a result i got no bed, no tv, no blanket, no pc.... NO LIFE. Right now, i'm typing in a Lan Shop near my place... desperate rite??? but wat to do when my frenz are either out dating or busy... somehow i realised i dun really have any close buddies to hang out with... i was out of the fren circle for almost 3 yrs and now coming back.. quite bad huh... haha

Last monday went out with RF, i think she's a cool n nice gal to hang out with... tat y i asked her out again on tuesday. But mainly cos my hse got nothing n i was damn bored la... Head had an appt so i was all alone yet AGAIN! In the end, head asked me for movie and i joined him... i only knew tat she was there as well when i hopped in his car. I wonder if she thinks tat i purposely go for her... hmm... no no.... Wednesday was the same... nothing to do... asked her out again... she say i quite aggressive wor... haha... scary... now i also dunno wat to do sia... sigh....

Work wise... was a slow n lousy mth. Oh man.... was December a fluke? I hope not... there's so many people i have to prove them wrong. Met a so called "high network" client yesterday... she's nice to talk to... like a da jie jie like tat... but the meeting was supposed to be friendship bonding la.... hopefully few days later she may buy a policy or two from me... heh....

Before i end.... i issue a personal challenge to head.... who always claim he can keep me out of the game... well juz cos i scored more than 10 goals on friday... HEAD... keep me out of the game and i'll open a bottle a chivas for u... if u can't.... u buy me one! onz bo??? haha