Don't Be So Enthu At Times

For whole of day, i was waiting for today. Cos today i will meet her for dinner n drinks. A meet up just to know her better n for her to know me better. However, to my greatest fear, she has to work overtime. I'm not sure if itz true but i choose to believe her. But somehow deep in my heart, i feel tat she is afraid of me. Perhaps i was too "on"? or too pushy? I dunno cos i felt tat she took it pretty well n tatz y i carried on... but i guess i overdid it....

I'm a little upset now... for i thought i found someone who will finally fill up the void but i guess i think too much. She was not meant to be for me. I think too much.....