The worse Monday i had in my entire life

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A day tat i shall remember. First sms of the day... my bro.... sigh... telling me to change my job and all the same old stories.... lecturing me for borrowing the car.... at 26... can't i choose my own career? can't i choose wat i wanna do? And can't i drive? damn! Does he know how well i am doing now? sigh....

Back to office... saw a mail.... from her.... i was happy as i have decided to limit my contact with her. No more morning chats while she on her way to work. No more sms from me in the morning or watsoever. But she took the initiative to mail me. I was happy.... she still thinks of me. :D

Well before u guyz say how bad can this monday be.... here comes the bombshell....

She told me she is accepting tat guy who is after her for 2 years soon... my heart is shattered... though i dun love her yet but somehow i feel an acute pain. As i tot we hit it off well n she began to play a more impt part in my life. A motivator, a driving force. Someone who took over Lishi. When i saw lishi n her bf's pic on the msn at this moment, there was no bid of jealousy. Anyway she feels tat i have not gotten over lishi. But the fact is i have already gotten over... itz been mths. Anyway if that's the decision she is goin to take.... all i can say is tat.... we met too late.